Devastating.

Losing a loved one is the hardest thing anyone could ever go through. It's heartbreaking to see a family so torn by the loss of another one of their members. I went through it about six years ago when my grandfather past away. That was one of the hardest days of my life. Even though my grandfather was very sick, and I didn't talk to him very often, It killed me to see my entire family torn. All of this because of a stupid thing called cancer. Why does cancer has to kill? My grandfather unfortunately died of cancer. It was so hard seeing him in pain. Maybe sometimes, as much as it hurts, death is better for some. My grandfather is in a better place now and he can watch over me and protect me. I hate seeing people upset.

Personally, I cannot handle funerals. I hate to see loved ones in tears, sad and heart broken. Tonight I had to experience a situation like this. One of my best friends, more like a brother, had lost a family member. I have known this guy my whole entire
Life, ever since junior kindergarten. When I arrived at the funeral home, I was devastated to see my best friend heart broken, mourning over his loss. I'm the type of person that hates to see people upset, no matter who it is. Before I even got there, I planned not to cry, but how couldn't you when a person you've known your whole life is absolutely torn? It's hard to hold back. As soon as he started getting teary eyed, so did I. Why must this happen to such amazing people? Why must god take our loved ones? Im glad I was there for my best friend.  Even though I couldn't really help him, I made sure he knew I was there for him no matter what. On my behalf, I am truly sorry for your loss. I will always be here for you and I love you brother.

     For everyone reading this, when I pass away, if you are there, don't be sad. Don't mourn my death but rather celebrate my life, that's all I ask.