Growing Up

       Is anyone else scared to grow up? Scared to face reality. Working every single day for the rest of your life to try and support your family? Are u scared that you will not make enough money? 
Your not the only one who is scared. Over the last little while I've been thinking; girls, school, work. All of those things. Relaxing today, I caught myself thinking about the future. Getting into university. Finding a job and making enough money.

       It started to scare me to think that soon or later I'm going to be faced with reality. Working everyday of my life to support my family. How do know if your going to make enough money to do that? What if I can't find a job. I can't support my family. I can't get into university. What do you do then. When it matters the most, and then you look back and say to yourself "maybe if I tried alittle harder in highschool". 

       As I grow up, I see many people in my life going through changes. As I watched my sister get married, I see how expensive everything is. Seeing how successful my sister is and how successful my parents are makes me nervous. There is so much to live up to. Who knows what field I'm going to get into. Who knows if my yearly salary will be 40,000$ or 250,000$. 
Growing up is scary but it's apart of life. Try not to think about it. Try your hardest and never give up. You'll be fine.